Thinking of a reason to return a character to Gor

[Frevet]

Just like Conall, I was gone for a long time and still have not really returned. I play with friends in a medieval RP sim (in several ones, actually), but the mainsim we are in is having a downtime right now, a really bad one. So, out of sheer boredom, one of them convinced me to try Gor again.

Honestly, when I left Gor, I was so bored with it, not even the best of the best roleplayers could keep me there, even though I had tried to give my char's story a new twist and make it interesting again by letting her being caught and enslaved completely. I would have never thought I would get back at it, hell, I even deleted my stuff partially. IC, my char is considered a runaway slave from Salernum who got caught by a random man in the woods, not far from her camp where she wanted to go again.

And yes, I feel misplaced in Gor. I have a hard time to start RP, I lurk around dock when my friend (her master) isnt around. When he's around, its fun. Without him, I am worried about every step I do, trying to work out scenarios why my char wouldn't remain in an empty sim but instead go somewhere else. So, yeah. I am having mixed feelings.

And I am -still- asking myself: Why can't I just like Urban RPs, like everyone else? My problem would be solved within a second.

[The Ost]

Something with 'bite' eh...?

I've been out of gor for some time now. I guess between rl and my relationship in sl..i'm getting everything i needed without all the drama and bullshit that always came with it so it's hard to throw myself into rp where i know it will likely be forthcoming. The drama and bullshit, that is. Sometimes i miss it...enough that i'll start wandering it again with a friend most likely but i don't see it becoming anything real full time.


As for Judas going back...i'd wait until something strikes you as so profound that you HAVE to go back...just because the idea is too awesome not to.


xoxo